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I discovered Ludovico Einaudi. I love his music!

So from 11/7-11/10 I had Tech week for the Jazz Opera. During this week we also had classes, other rehearsals, and practicing on our own. On top of that I was told 3-4 time by people who were/are friends that I suck and they they don’t want me to talk to them anymore. So that alone was rough but I tried not to think about it while in rehearsals. That would not help anyone. So we had the whole 2 performances and then struck almost everything Saturday night.

After that I went to a cast party where some people got drunk and brought up a hard issue that happened my freshman year. Mind you this was brought up while I was taking care of him as he was getting sick. I continued to take care of him until he fell asleep and then watched him until I felt that he was ok. So this brings us to 11/14 (essentially) classes have started for the week and all seems fine.

On 11/16 I wake up with chest pains, chest pains so bad that I want to cry. I go to the Health Center at school and they tell me that they can’t do anything for chest pains so they want me to go to St. Luke’s Urgent Care. Small problem, I don’t have a car, don’t know what bus would take me over there which does not matter because I don’t have money. I go down to our music building to let the Choir Director know what is going on. Why am I telling her? Because this same day we have a dress rehearsal for 2 performances that coming weekend. I start to tell her and before I can finish she starts saying something about how the health center can’t take tell me to do something over a class. At this point my day has been real stressful already and I am just about to cry. I then finish telling her that I have been having chest pains and she says that I should go now so that I won’t miss choir I told her that I don’t have money so I am going to go up to the health center to get a taxi voucher. She said no and gave me 20 bucks to catch a taxi to get there now. So I called the taxi and waited like 25 minutes for the taxi to get there. He takes me to St’ Luke’s and the cab fare is 22-something. So I am like “ugh” in my head. I let him know that I only have a 20 and he said that that is cool. So I get to the hospital, fill out all paperwork, and get called into a room. The nurse comes in and asks me why I am here and I tell her that I have been having chest pains. the doctor then comes in and we talk and then we do an EKG. The doctor comes in and told me that they looked over my EKG and that I have Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy. It is the thickening of the heart muscle. The way the doctor explained it to me was the thing that athletes get before they suddenly die. They gave me a copy of the EKG and and told me to head to an Emergency Room right away.

I decided at this point that I needed to call my mom and let her know. Now don’t get me wrong, I would have told her that I was headed to St. Luke’s earlier but I knew that at that point she was headed to work and I did not want to stress her out. So I decide to go to Sacred Heart in Allentown. To get from a St. Luke’s to Sacred Heart I enlisted the help of a good friend of mine. She was able to drive me from one place to the other. So I called her and told her that I was headed to Sacred Heart’s ER which is convenient because she works like 4 or 5 blocks from the ER. So we got there and I told my friend that she could go back to school because my mommy was going to be there with me. So she left. My mom showed up maybe 3 minutes after my friend left.

We wait in the waiting room for maybe 5 minutes. I go to go pee in the bathroom and when I get out we are ready to go back to a room. We get in there and the doctor comes in and asks what going on. I tell him chest pains and that they did an EKG at St Luke’s. So the doctor orders me an x-ray of my chest. The reason for that is so that they can make sure my heart is in the right position. It all seems to be where it should be. So Sacred Heart Emergency Room pretty much told me that I am fine and that it is stress. They gave me a shot of Toradol, which is a pain medication, in the butt. Then, they sent me home. After this ordeal my mom took me to church because she works there and then made me stay there until like 10 at night. I DON’T GO TO CHURCH…IF I AM NOT PERFORMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She knew, she just wanted me to be there with her I guess.

So back to the choir thing. This past weekend I was not able to perform at 2 performances because of the one day I was not in choir.

So Since I got 2 different opinions I decided to make an appointment with my family doctor who is from Sacred Heart. I got the the doctor’s office and I find out that my doctor wont be able to see me because he does not see patients anymore. So I do the appointment with a newer resident. He asks me some questions and I answer them. He concluded that I might have Right Ventrical Hypertension. By the end he had me make and appointment to get an ECCO (essentially an ultrasound of the heart) for this Friday (the day after thanksgiving). So at this point I just have to wait to figure out what is going on with me.

This has been my life for like 2 weeks

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